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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

If I have to...

Okay. Well I guess since Hayl's tagged me and I have nothing else to do, I will complete this little fun loving survey. Here are the rules...

List 3 joys, 3 fears, 3 goals, 3 current obsessions/collections, 3 random surprising facts about yourself. Tag 5 people at the end of your post by leaving their names. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

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Joys!

1. I know it's so unoriginal but of course my family. Mom always laughs at my jokes, even when they aren't funny so that makes me feel cool. Nani tries to act like my jokes aren't funny when deep down she is laughing. It's okay to laugh Nani, really. It lets people know your human. My family in Kentucky has been great too. I just have family all over!!! They have been so welcoming and caring since Oprah got us back together. Okay... Oprah didn't really get us back together ( mom is laughing right now, Nani... not so much). My dad has been cool and my step-mom just wants to make sure I'm happy. Im happy! I miss my little bro, so I guess that means I like him. So all in all, my family.

2. Traveling. What can I say? I like to go places. New places, old places all kinds of places. I feel like I've been to every state and seen all there is to see in the home of the brave. Now I just want to get the fetch out! Go somewhere where nobody understands a single word I'm saying! I decided that with my savings from work, I'm putting it towards a trip. Where? I don't know. Anyone is invited though!

3. Art/ Singing. Both take me away from the "real world" for a while. I haven't done much Art lately but I plan on doing some this summer. Like the other day I did this little project, and made this AWESOME card-stock thingy magigger, and I was so happy with the final outcome. I couldn't stop staring at it! When it comes to my singing/ music writing, I like to see what others think. I take the good with the bad and try to make my next masterpiece a... masterpiece? Anyway, If people like my music, I like them. No, but it makes me happy with what I'm doing.

3 FeArS!... dun dun duuuuuuun.

1. Divorce. I'm not even married but divorce haunts me. Granted, I know I'm a picky person so I'll feel as though my wife was the best choice for me, but with todays high divorce rates, it scurres me. I know I will be confident in my marriage though so maybe I shouldn't worry too much about it.

2. Cliffs. No not heights, but cliffs. I love flying, I love bungie junping (did it once), I want to skydive sooooo bad and I want to be like superman so I can just fly around all day and night. BUT!!! Cliffs and the fear of falling off of them scares the living crap out of me. I know this is a common fear but when I hike or drive on the side of a cliff, I get so nervous. Maybe its just the thought of death being inches away from me? I don't know.

3. The ocean. Not shallow water ocean but the deep ocean. I've always thought that if I was swimming out in the middle of the ocean for some unknown reason, I would flip out. This turned out to be true when I went to the Bahamas. We went only a few miles out to do some snorkeling and the water was so deep. When I got in the water, anxiety and panic immediately over came me. Plus there were Caribbean reef sharks which made things easier. I guess its the fear of not being able to see what could be stalking you in the water. Scary stuff, I'm telling you!

3 Goals!

1. To finally stick with my current major. I'm so tired of being indecisive with what I want to do with my life. I've finally decided to listen to my advisor's "advise" and go into communications. Utah State has a few different branches. PR, Broadcast Journalism, and speech communications. Right now it's between PR and Broadcast. I'll decide which road to take this summer... because it's crunch time!

2. Pay off Credit Cards! Nuff said.

3. Strive to be more and more Spiritual.

3 Obsessions/ Collections.

1. Feet is definitely an obsession. I don't know why, I just like feet. Not everyones feet only a select few. If I like your feet, I'll want to massage them, and I've only massaged a select few. You know who you are... ;)

2. Superman. All my friends know I'd go gay for him. (only because he is fictional of course). I have his comics, his movies, his lunch box, his toys, his blanket and every season of Smallville. I love him.

3. Lately I've been obsessed with budgeting my money. I cant help but think of what to do with my daily tips. I kind of like this though because it's about darn time I started doing this!


3 Random Surprising Facts about Me

1. I ponder life like crazy. I always seem to pause here or there just to think deeply about the mysteries of the universe. I think that people get caught up in their jobs, bills and stressful lives that they forget to look up and look at the bigger picture. That being that we are so small in our little corner of the universe and we don't think about the miracles that are out there!

2. I'm psychic. Yep, no lie. I can seriously think of something in my mind and soon after it just happens! But I cant really talk about it, or else I will lose my power... :)

3. Only my family and close friends know. I love Food Network and love to gourmet cook. I will only cook for you though if I really like you. It's like the feet deal. So everyone better not expect Ryans House of Pancakes opening anytime soon.

5 People

Marty, Aubrey, Kelda, Heather Inns, Lindsay